1. I am grateful to be alive. We had yet another earthquake up here a few weeks ago. I know it is ridiculous after all that I’ve been through, but a primal terror gripped me as the house shook. It does every time. How can I still fear death even though I’ve been so close? I know it is not my time to die, and I know that there is an afterlife and that things will be okay. Yet I still feel that primeval panic. I don’t know why I still feel so frightened at a mere earthquake—these do happen all the time up here, after all. The only thing I do understand about the whole thing is that I truly want to be alive and to do and experience more and more and more!
2. I am grateful to have a large base of family and friends. I am an introvert at heart, but there is also a part of me that really likes knowing them all. (That’s right—I mean you!) It is nice to know you.
3. I am grateful for the sunshine.
4. I am grateful for my husband and my child. They are precious to me.
5. I am grateful to belong to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I know who I am and I know there is a plan for me and a purpose for everything in my life. It gives me strength.
6. I am grateful for a warm home on a chilly night.
7. I am grateful for all five of my senses. Isn’t it nice that food—something we have to eat to stay alive—tastes good?
8. I am grateful that I can use my left arm. I express here my fondness for its individual awesomeness.
9. I am grateful for good music, books, and artwork. It makes living so zesty.
10. I am grateful for opportunities to serve others, touch their lives, and hopefully make a difference. I’m with Emily Dickinson:
If I can stop one heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin
Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.
I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin
Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.
what a great list tara! love you! -jen
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