In
Which our Heroine Looks for the Loo.
I am so sick of talking about Cancer and/or
Medications. This blog used to be fun—I
used to be fun! Occasionally, anyway. So, another subject: Dreams. As in, the kind you get when you sleep. Not about aspirations. I’m going for the light-hearted here! Seriousness is hereby declared out of style.
Some of the best dreams of my life are the “where is the
toilet” dreams. Yep, I know. Highly applicable in the middle of the night.
All of these dreams deal with detailed
architecture—because you see a lot when it is such a very long journey to the bathroom.
Once I was aboard a space-ship ( Star Wars style, but the elevator in the
back is all Star Trek). Pretty sure
Captain Picard and Data were there. I
had to get to the bathroom on a lower deck, but there was DIFFICULTY with the
elevator. Unlikely that I reached my
destination. “Make
it so, Number 1.”
Then there was the locker room dream. It is hard to find the single bathroom toilet
within. Lots of large, well-muscled
girls that kind of scare me. And that’s
why I have to sneak to the bathroom. Half-size
locker for me (on the bottom level of course, which jams at a crucial moment),
smelly towels hung on locker doors and benches everywhere, the sweaty sock
smell that permeates every locker room since the advent of the Roman baths. Reach destination but well-muscled people
just keep interrupting me. Also someone
didn’t clean the toilet very well.
LDS church, Eva accompanying me, because she’s the one who has to go. Toddler = hurry. The nursery room takes up the whole basement,
but for some reason random basket/volleyballs from the gym keep ending up
there. If the nursery is big, then the
rest of the building is tantamount to the empire state building. The hallways in this place have a lot of brown
carpet that run half-way up the wall with a mauve colored paint above
this. There are teal armchairs and sofas
in the oddest corners (ala LDS church foyer style). The hallways are short and maze-like. And there are men’s bathrooms everywhere. In desperation I try one of those, but it
turns out to be a maze too, just with more tile and towel dispensers. Not sure if I ever reach my destination. But I ran a lot, which has got to be good for
the body.
There is the dream with the oddly circular building full of
bureaucrats who keep passing me by, and who are terrible at giving
directions. The walls are vertical
wooden slats (pretty nice, actually) and the carpet is a uniform gray. The outer hallway runs full circle along the
edge of the building. There are various
doors toward the interior, and I must find the room. When I finally do, it is a very depressing
bathroom indeed. Gloomy with cinderblock
walls (think soviet architecture) and dripping pipes everywhere, occasional
mossy-mold. The pipes are actually
pretty cool because they twist everywhere, even diagonally across the huge
space (think M.C. Escher). But the
toilets are everywhere, and you just can’t find the right one. They are varying heights, some set atop many
cinderblock steps so they look—yes—like a throne. All are connected to an array of pipes (the lovely
U-bend is especially present). All are
cold and yucky. Destination reached, but
too repulsed to go further.
Fast food restaurant-style bathroom, has black and white
tiles on floor. Found easily, but there
is the smell of French fries everywhere.
The stall doors are two or three feet off the ground and the toilets are
very tall. You feel like you are sitting
in a highchair—if you can climb that high, which is gross because you'd have to grab the seat and hoist yourself up.
No sink apparent. This is a problem
as you are in a yucky fast-food bathroom. It looks spick and span, but you know
better. Little germies are probably
everywhere! Destination reached, but can’t
quite get up the courage to use said facility, because you need a sink in the
room, dang it!
Bathroom with lots of stalls, a regular taupe-colored affair. The toilets are normal, but the stalls have
some serious problems. Some are too
high, some are too low. How is a girl
supposed to retain her modesty here?
Some are pretty good, but all these women keep stealing them. Just as you approach, one of them comes
wheeling in, cutting in front of you and slamming the door in your face. So you finally find one that will sort of
work—the stall goes up to your lower rib cage, and right now that’s the best
you got. You’re pretty excited, because
you really gotta go, but then suddenly you are naked. No modesty, no go. Destination finally reached but to no avail.
Another black and white bathroom—very large—and
communal. There are toilets everywhere. They sit back to back, sometimes side by
side. Very crowded. But none have stalls. There is a general rush to find the best
toilet—shiny ones are the best. People
scurrying everywhere like ants. I myself
am stalling because I can’t figure out what to do—I like walls around me in
these crucial moments, dang it. Oh
crisis! Panic mounting. Dream truncated. I woke and found the bathroom adjoining my
bedroom.